Also I’m reminded today of how it’s not really possible for me to officially convert to Judaism while I’m still at home, since my family is Catholic/of Catholic decent and celebrates Christian holidays, and whether I want to or not I have to participate in them. Maybe someday when I have more control over my life/who I spend my time with.

I wanna start watching She-Ra, but at the same time I’m worried it’ll become an absolute dumpster fire of a fandom like V/LD or S/U, and frankly, I don’t need something I like ruined for me in that manner again.

Not to be Venty On Main but sometimes I honest to G.d forget that I use they/them pronouns/am non-binary bc I’m just so used to being referred to as a woman. I feel tethered to my assigned sex and maybe I should just accept that no matter how much I change, legally or medically, I won’t be any different to the people in my life.